Begin each day with
time devoted to the preparation of your mind to learn what...that day can offer
you in freedom and in peace. Open your mind, and clear it (W140/141, review
IV intr 5)
The purpose of this next series of posts (which may never
amount to more than this one) is to start the day 'in freedom and in peace'. If your day has
already veered off track, it might encourage you to start the day again, now. The
idea at this moment is that I will post a daily reminder (or weekly, or whenever
I remember) for you and for myself to start
the day right. If I forget or chase off after another rabbit, this Start the Day thought
will still apply any day or time of day:
Let peace lead the way (W155)
We think of peace as passive. It is avoiding outright
confrontation, it is a lull between fighting, it is roll over in submission, it
is anything for a quiet life. At best, it may be appeasement, compromise, any negotiation
that tentatively bridges our separate interests while we still believe they are
separate.
But as the Course teaches it, peace is not a temporary
condition of affairs, or even a state of mind. It is the reality that underlies
the dream we live in. We can catch a feel of it in the space between thoughts, in
the stillness at the heart of movement, in the silence behind sound. It does
not exist in the world of form, because form is made up of contrasts and
opposites, and there are no such contradictions in peace. Peace is neither 'out
there' nor 'in here': it just is. It only seems to exist in relation to ourselves; in truth, when we remember peace, we no longer have selves, we are peace.
So just the thought of peace reorients the mind towards wholeness. When you start the day by looking forward to what it will
bring, or by dreading what may happen, you have already started on the wrong
foot. You are setting yourself up as an individual to whom things happen, or
who makes things happen, whose choices are limited and whose experience of
peace depends on circumstances. The moment you wake and remind yourself who you
think you are, you are already constraining your mind to run along established paths, hedged
by learned limitations, jumping at old fears, straining after imagined desires.
Nor is an inward invitation to peace to lead the way for you today a kind of
resignation, or apathy, or abdication of responsibility. On the contrary, it is
an act of will. It is a decision to meet whatever the day unfolds,
without fear or attack. It is an affirmation of trust. It frees your mind and
lets inspiration and energy flow confidently into your thoughts and activities
this very day. It makes room for miracles: in the Course's sense of a sudden shift of
awareness, an opening up of possibilities, a transcendence of limitations.
To start your day thinking 'Let peace lead the way' is not
to devoutly shoehorn yourself into some muted idea of whatever you suppose you ought to be and feel. When peace leads the way, you can scamper through your day like a
dog off the leash. It's walkies time! You don't need to know where you are going or
what time it is. Even when you digress this way and that way, you are keeping an eye
(or nose) on your guide, so that your direction is not as random as it might
sometimes look. To let peace lead the way is to imply that while there is a
part of you that knows nothing, there is also a part you can rely on that you can trust to bring you safely home together.
The mind engaged in
planning for itself is occupied in setting up control of future happenings. It
does not think that it will be provided for, unless it makes its own
provisions. Time becomes a future emphasis, to be controlled by learning and
experience obtained from past events and previous beliefs. It overlooks the
present, for it rests on the idea the past has taught enough to let the mind
direct its future course.
The mind that plans is
thus refusing to allow for change. What it has learned before becomes the basis
for its future goals. Its past experience directs its choice of what will
happen. And it does not see that here and now is everything it needs to
guarantee a future quite unlike the past, without a continuity of any old ideas
and sick beliefs. Anticipation plays no part at all, for present confidence
directs the way (W135 15)
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